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Arii 3 : That's a NO NO
11 February 2009
Arii woke up feeling she never did sleep last night. Her whole body aches and all she wants to do is slip back into the realm of dreams where peace is in abundance. In truth she would be if it’s not for the fact today holds the charm of being busy as a bee from afternoon till night. She’s sure that she will have tons to do middle of the night and again, she would be sleep deprived.
xxx
Arii sits on the bed and read the message that just entered. She looks at it silently and wonders how to react. She always wonders now – how should she react, what should she say, where should she go, and what should she do. For every little thing that he brought upon her, she wonders.
“Am I being unfair to him?”
“Why in the world do I feel like I dislike his constant need for attention? I knew he would be asking for them. I knew he would always be that way.”
“I should not feel irritated. It is normal for him to be this way.”
“I should feel irritated. I haven’t had any of my wants and needs fulfilled by him. I keep on trying to be understanding to him. He hasn’t returned any of it. He’s selfish.”
“That is unfair Arii. He tries and you know it. You choose to be where you are today. You knew the circumstances but you still go through it.”
“I did not have much choice. That was the only choice left.”
“There is another choice – lea..”
“No, Arii. Do not go there. That is a NO NO.”
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Arii sighed. No wonder she feels tired everyday. Early in the morning her head squabbles with her inner self and each day, it is the same argument. It will be a long day.
Labels: long journey of the brain