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Arii 5 : He Remembers Nothing
14 February 2009
Azry have not even the faintest idea on what she is babbling about lately. He tried to recall but not even a single word of hers make sense in his head. What have he been telling her? When he tries to recall, it’s like there is a buzzing sound of unrecognizable noise. After a long time of trying, he just gave up. He’ll know it when he knows it – he sooth himself and he drifts off to sleep.
xxx
“We can’t be together. You are everything that I want now, but soon, you won’t be. Things change when we are together for good. And I know you will.” Arii mumbled through her confusion.
“I love you, I know that but will you still be what you said you will be today, tomorrow? I know we can work things out if we push it, but I don’t know if I have the will to stay for that long – till the time you will be what you said.” And Arii walks away.
Azry just sat there letting her go. He was still looking at her retreating back when she turns and say, “Save us” and she hold out her hands, but Azry did not budge from his seat. He just sits there and let her drop her hands to her side and walk away with tears streaming down her cheeks. Tears were forming in his eyes too. He let her go.
Azry woke up with a start and he started crying. He wished his dream would not come true. He can’t lose her.
xxx
Dialing her number, Azry tries to think of all the things he promised her he would be. He wants to make it up to her. He knows that he has been slacking a lot on his responsibility lately and it is taking a toll on her. He wants things to be better for her. While waiting for her to pick up the phone, he looks at her picture and his heart started missing her badly.
Then it all came back to him – the promises he made to change, to be a better person for her and for them. He told her he would be the kind of person that would make everyone see that he is no longer the old Azry – the unreliable, lazy and immature boy. It is time for him to grow up. Her words haunt her then, “You are all words, but none of it is applied to your actions. Empty words.”
He quickly canceled the call before she answers and slump in his chair. He did forget everything. He never did fulfill all the things he said he would. Instead she’s the one who has to take his place – sacrificing her self little by little for him.
xxx
He calls again – this time he really needs to patch things up with her. Things should not be this way.
“Hello Sayang.” Arii said when she answered the phone.
“Hello Baby.” Azry replied – all thoughts of apologizing and patching things up with her flew out of the window when he heard her voice. He remembers nothing again.
Labels: long journey of the brain