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Arii 9 : Her Betrayal
24 February 2009
Arii looked at the air with such a lost look on her. A tear trickled down her face as she thought the things in her head. She wonders when she will ever stop feeling the hurt in her heart. Through out the day people have been throwing insults her way – she let them speak their heart out. Some people do not understand her calmness and her patience, some do. To her, it is all the matter of karma. She accepts all the bad experiences coming her way because she knows she deserves it after all she has done in the past.
A part of her heart ache to the constant words coming out from Azry. She doesn’t want to fight. Although she knows she has done nothing as big as what Azry has caused the pain in her heart, she kept quiet. As silently as she could, she swallowed her last couple of pills. She knows she exceeded her normal dosage but she could not care. She needs to calm her already breaking nerves. She holds back the sniffles threatening to escape her. She doesn’t want him to know that she’s hurting. She tried without giving up cheering him up, the guy she loves, without a doubt.
Her feet are as cold as ice. Her body starts to feel an out-of-body experience. Her eyes drooping, threatening to bring her to the other realm where hurt is less and she is the queen of her actions. Arii’s hand trembles slightly due to the high dosage of pills in her empty stomach. It’s getting harder to distinguish her thoughts and her disarrayed piece of imagination. She smiles thru her tears, her head propped up by the wall, where she slumped after knowing he doesn’t remember hurting her at all. Wiping her tears, she pushed herself off her comfortable position and succumb to her disease; depression.
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He can’t believe she did that to him! How could she not reply his messages when he is waiting with worry? What’s more, she’s on the phone with her ex! His chest feels tight with fury and his head is trying to grasp at such betrayal he felt from her. She won’t listen to him at all and now this! He feels like screaming, he feels like leaving a hole somewhere. The anger, the betrayal and the sadness overwhelms his being and all he could think of is disbelief. He can’t even get his head around the fact.
**Ringing of the phone**
“Hello, sayang?” Arii said with cautious. My grunt came as the answer.
“I’m really sorry. I won’t do it anymore. I told him we can’t be friends. He understands.” Arii said timidly.
“What does he understands?” I demanded.
“He understands that you are the most important person in my life now.”
“If I’m important you won’t do this to me. I never did such thing to you. I always try to take care of your feelings!” my answer to her, my voice rising by each word.
He still can’t believe what she has done to him. He doesn’t want to think. He just wants the night to be over.
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She can’t stand the pain he inflicted on her anymore. She’s transported back into the past, yet again. Obliging to his words, she went to sleep. Thanks to the last couple of pills she popped, she drifts off to her world where Aara is gone and Arii is a better person than she is in reality.
Labels: long journey of the brain